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One word to describe wad im feelin: Numb.
Gran been told that she has cancer. It's finally been let out in e open.
The worse thing was that just a few weeks ago while havin dinner with e whole family, she sorta gave a speech bout how thankful she was that she's been given a second chance in life and stuff.
And now...
e stupid, painful reality of life.
Our parents are now discussing whether to let her go for chemo or not. Really dunno. We, as kids, jus shaddup and watch/listen no matter how much it hurts.
God, Your will be done.
