Inez
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Oh boy oh boy slash gollee-gee!! March hols are here!!!
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Arh crap. who am i kiddin. .
There's gonna be like classes EVERYDAY of this week ppl. So whoever rubs this H-word into my face will die a slow painful fate worse than O'levels alright?
Anywaez, at least me weekends are sorta more relaxing la. Still keepin to my schedule of meeting Janice sat morn for BS, then it's workwork at spcb, then if God and my finance permits. . it's an evenin show bfore gettin back to work again. Mostly art at night. Keeps e nightmares away lahz..... hehe
Ya know, sometimes i feel e pressure building.
Not only cos of work.. there's also e case of my elder bro doin his O's well (L1R4=13)
Im definitely happy for him. But then there's all e bloddy "your kor is in e NORMAL stream, yet can do soooo well. You in the EXPRESS stream, sure can do loads loads loads better ya? See, he only has to put in 2 choices out of e 12 choices. Soooo confident that he will get in ya?"
(apologies to all those normal academic/tech stream peeps. . not sterotyping, jus example)
Pressure.
plain
simple
unneeded
uncalled for
unwanted
Pressure.
Sigh... it comes to e point even where it's either pleasing me or them. Sure they'll say do what u want and follow ur dreams yadayaada.. but ultimately, most of e time they'll be upset/disappointed when u do.
Know wad, only thing right now is to jus to my best and then i'll have all options open to crack my cranium.
wowness.
