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Sorry for not updating till now peeps.
Juz got back frm Mount E.
Grandma's down wif jauntis. She went for an op on mon to remove gallstones frm her liver (Saw them. They're dead freaky. Cant believe that these kinda things can manifest inside our bodies u know?)
Then docs just informed us that they found cancerous cells around e area.. so instead of a small incision, they prac sliced an inverted V down grandma's ab to remove e cells :(
Still running tests to see if e cancer has spreaded.
Praying real real hard cos if it does spread, she'll have to go for chemo. And pls.. she's already 73. Chemo will jus kill her. .
Got to admit, i couldnt stand to be in e ward. There's this sick sorta dried blood smell inside.. and grandma didnt look like grandma at all. She couldnt speak, and we wont let her cos it required energy, plus some of e aunts believed that bad "qi" would go in her body or somethin like tat after e op. Her complexion's all yellow frm e excess bile and it reminded me of how death looked like on my granddad when we were in malaysia for his funeral.
But u know.. u dont care bout this things when that person lying there is ur loved one and part of ur life. When i was massaging her feet to keep blood circulation goin, all i thought abt was how thankful i am that at least these feet were still warm and she could still acknowledge our presence knoe?
Man.. Im tired too. Running back and forth frm hos is slowly killin me.
Missed classes for 2 days already, tues and then now todae.
Supposed to be getting grocs to cook dinner tonight (missin prac later..) but stopped by to blog this.
So really thank God for those peeps that are still pressing me on, and keeping me&family in prayers.
Love you guys!
And yeah kitty... I'll be strong.
