Inez
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Think today is one of e worst days of my lil life. .
Day started off wet and gloomy, with my head throbbin with a slight headache.
Was supposed to sing backup but only realised it too late when i reached there, and saw poor jerry standin next to this miserable empty microphone.
Was pourin like mad by e time we came out of service. Thought we'll be headin for cell, but found out it's a combined COOL meeting instead and e comm din even discuss bout it. Evrythin was sorta last min but thank God evrythin ran smoothly tho.
still pourin. . .
Rushed off to bishan to grab some stuff ,but not bfore i was hit again by another freakin jealousy syndrome by e Man Downthere. But e Lord is merciful.. my faith in Him will NOT be torn by bloddy sinful desires.
it's still pourin. . .
By e time i headed home and then to pingz place, mind was goin mad both physically and emo-nally.
Bein me, I'd jus blame it on sch startin tml or even better.. e weather.
But knoe wad... irregardless of wadeva, still wanna thank Him tat at least im still alive to face another sucky day. If He's able to carry me thru todae, trust He'd definitely be able to carry me thru now & forevamore.
It's been ages (3 yrs to be exact.) since i last cried over someone.. especially when it's a guy.
Din wanna think abt it. Would rather jus take evrythin step by step, day by day. Hate changes. .but
"E only thing that never change is change itself..."
So-called last few days with you and yet, totally blew precious time away by either havin petty quarrels.. or even not really talking jus so to ignore e obvious fact that things are gonna.. sigh.... change.
Almost emo-damaged myself to death jus seein u around when all i wanna do is buang my head on e wall frm a killer migrane (hope that explains e grouchiness..)
It doesnt help tat u're alwayz surrounded by ur many meimeis, and that im born horribly jealous either.
(hope that explains e msg..)
Give me time kays? So not used to this..
Also.. no. Definitely no. Like i said, It's my prayer that we wont grow distant or lose this special relationship.. cherish u too much for tat to happen.
Right. Think im gettin too mushy already..
and heyz, im jus a phone call away too :}
-Ur boo.
