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For those who cant figure out this entry........
"too bad."..........
Wad is wrong wif me!!! It's like totally pms-sy all over again except this time NO pms.
Just feel so utterly sad wheneva i look at or talk to kitty.. it's kinda depressin.
And yet, just wanna be around this person cos there's this... this.... dunno how to describe this.. warm, fuzzy feeling?? Just somethin-i-cherish-and-think-is-uber-special feeling. Sounds better?
Like i said. . dense. U just dunt know, or if u're clever enough.. u choose not to know. Which is for e best anyway, for im just one of e many others.
Damn. petty jealousy, get out of me! I have a life, for evryone's sake...
And im not gonna go into all those "oh, you're radiating like a woman in love! or a hormone-ny teenage infactuation! A crush you knoe, dearie?" sorta crap cos it's just. not. possible.
Im sane enough to know it's not.
And u know wad.. i dunt know... only God knows.
Father, take my life and allow me to be a woman after ur own heart. Full of love and life, cheerful and humble, courageous and strong in will... always always placin you first.
-Ur servant, ur love, ur child.
